On the countdown

Well it is less than a month until the d word- freedom- and there is so nuch to do including getting my ticket to go away for a few days!  Yes. After the divorce I am taking a train trip to northern germany to visit with a good friend and just get away and have a change of scene. And hopefully breathe in the reality that part of my life is finished! And I could withstand all the attenpts my ex tries to bring me down and make me look crazier than before.
All the while I am setting my landing to be softer. While the fool tries to cry louder.   And he will look like a fool in the end. He underestimated my strength. Yes I may need Psychiatrist, but who inmy position wouldn't.   And hath no furylike that of a mother.  Believe me this is harder than it looks - but if you have the emotional resources it is doable.

Just because i have an illness doesn't mean I don't know you are trying to screw me over again.

So he claims I went behind his back getting the social worker involved, but he went behind my back plenty, trying to prove Tobias doesn't need the extra help.  Or standing over me and claiming I was a little pissed off at him at the moment- I was royally pissed that certain erasures of care was not met therefore I am needing to get a socialworker involved.  

Then suddenly he is finally doing what I had been fighting for the kids to recieve - could it have something to do with my complaint to my lawyer after the court sitting?  I ,complaint about the exhorbitant amount of money going to his mom for childcare while my kids were in second hand clothes and not being taken care of emotionally.  In addition he is receiving money for the kids and they weren't seeing the Benefits of that money. 

Thomas didn't realise what he was getting himself into being with me- I am not a docile stupid wife that he think he got. I won't tolerate what he dishes out and I will call him out on it.