Preventative measures

Well i reacted to a thunder lightening storm last night leaving me feeling crippled on my left side! So since i learned there was going to be a storm again tonight ( which turned out to be on  the other valley) i had to say no to having my little girl stay over this weekend. It may be hard to say no to her visiting but she needs her mom to look after her not the reverse!  So i will take her the next weekend there is no sunday school. 

But i also needed to take some medication so my body wouldn't be so sensitive to the abruptness of a thunder/lightning storm. If anyone tells me to suck it up and just weather it out has never had their bodies react to sound and obviously had little no trauma with guns and violence. Theres a reason i need to steer clear of switzerland and fireworks around the 1. August. But youknow its not just the 1. It's also the week building up and the few days after.  This means that i become less independant as imcan move less, sleep less, speech impairment  and of course More nightmares.  So i will try to " run away over that week if i can. 

But i need to figure out this next week- how to get oun schedule and get this horse painting done. So it is seen exactly phow much talent I have. I am proud to be asked to do portraits of animals - i love doing animals really and landscapes- i was asked to do two pieces of venice! Now thats a tall order.. But i love the challenge.