Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Not sure about shooting practice

So far so good no shooting yet,
But was saying to my mom- i would love a drink to take the edge off so i could get to choir practice. I saw that i got through the fireworks because i had a champagne starter with supper.  It is so tempting. - then my mom reminded me that i have to be so careful with alcohol because my father was a drug addict as well as being an alcoholic. And combining alcohol with my meds is not a good idea.  Sense from my mother. Seeing as i am dissociative   And borderline dipping into alcohol is not a good idea. 
Oh if only. Am i really a prick for trying to stay so clean? 
Oh please it would be so good a bit of rum with coke.

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